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In search of magic

She told me something was missing. Not a spark or a twinkle Not a light or a star Not a fire or an ember My magic was missing. The very thing that allowed me to create the me I wanted to be, had long gone missing He took it, I said, and I want it back! I want it all back. Slowly she felt it returning- but she had to figure how to use it again. Never again would she let someone steal her magic. Never again would she freely give of her magic. Never again would she take for granted the magic that was given to her as her prized possession. And when she said it- she felt it- the magic she once knew had returned and oh how it had grew. It was undeniable, unimaginable- she realized that the magic was her, she had never left- she had only forgotten due to his curse. She realized what she had forgotten; she had placed her magic safely on a shelf far, far away from what she called her heart. Hidden from all others, even herself- because she was too weak to control it

Music Therapy: On Repeat

So do not judge me this go around... but my choice in music is sort of a good indicator of where I am in life attitude wise and this playlist will probably make you believe that I am a 15 year old girl obsessed with Pop culture lol but hey I am in a good place right now lol Side Note: Still listen to my classical music every night... so there I am still a grown up  Heartbreaker: Justin Bieber Work From Home: 5th Harmony Wild Things: Alessia Carr No: Meagan Trainor Work: Rihanna Collide: Justine Skye Captivated: Lawrence Flowers Brand New Me: Alicia Keys Emotion: Destiny's Child Let It Go: Chonique Sneed Exchange: Bryson Tiller All That Matters: Justin Bieber Show Me Your Face: William McDowell Cut It: O.T Genasis Indigo: Sammie At Your Name: Phil Wickman You Need Me: Jacques Picture Me Rollin: Chris Brown Formation:Beyonce Hollow: Tori Kelly Love Again: Ethan Farmer Understanding: Xscape Runnin: Kehlani Say It: Tori Lanez Burnin UP: Jessie J Mind over

Girl Meets Self

Finding yourself is a wonderful experience. Realizing who you are- it feels  like a great awakening! It  is freeing and challenging at the same time. Breaking chains or habits that have become second nature to you is not an easy feat. We all have things that we wish we could change about ourselves at some point and time. My question now is why not. Why not chase your dreams? Why not move? Why not fall in love? Why not be who you were purposed to be? In life- things get in the way- it is called life. How you deal with those distractions will determine how far along you get on this journey. It really hurt me to find out that Kehlani (one of my fav artist right now) attempted suicide. I pondered thinking WOW- what was so bad that she wanted to end it all. Here she is this gorgeous, talented, free spirit- Grammy nominated artist- girlfriend to a man worth 90mil- who is tall enough and cute enough- who displays his love for her. Why? your life seems to be what any 20 year old would DREAM