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Did I?

Did I hurt your feelings when I said it like that?
Did I waste my time trying to keep it running like that?
Now you got a lot to say
Did I really mean it when I said that?

Did I?

Dressed up walking in a crowd but its you on my mind
Thinking it could be different, but maybe we missed it.
Should've been us headed to LA... we were crazy but amazing
Could've been the real thing....now we will never know for sure

Should've been us....

Don't settle for less or infidelity
Now I done switched up on ya.... what you want from me
Can't let you get one up on me
Sorry you not the one .....

Don't-                                          Be Sorry



Take a look at myself in the mirror thinking how did I let myself get here
You drug my heart through the ground and left it all battered and bruised
Done fighting this battle with you, can't keep going in circles

Circles- Round and Round with you


This could be everything you needed, this could be everything you dreamed of
Done wasting my days with you
Won't waste away with you

Waste Away-my youth?

There is a method to my madness
You will be just a memory- not a friend or foe
I'm gone... bang bang
You ain't making no noise- that's my choice

What DID I do?
How DID I get here?
Where DID I go?
Who DID I leave?

Did I?










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