Music Therapy: On Repeat

So do not judge me this go around... but my choice in music is sort of a good indicator of where I am in life attitude wise and this playlist will probably make you believe that I am a 15 year old girl obsessed with Pop culture lol but hey I am in a good place right now lol

Side Note: Still listen to my classical music every night... so there I am still a grown up

Heartbreaker: Justin Bieber
Work From Home: 5th Harmony
Wild Things: Alessia Carr
No: Meagan Trainor
Work: Rihanna
Collide: Justine Skye
Captivated: Lawrence Flowers
Brand New Me: Alicia Keys
Emotion: Destiny's Child
Let It Go: Chonique Sneed
Exchange: Bryson Tiller
All That Matters: Justin Bieber
Show Me Your Face: William McDowell
Cut It: O.T Genasis
Indigo: Sammie
At Your Name: Phil Wickman
You Need Me: Jacques
Picture Me Rollin: Chris Brown
Formation:Beyonce
Hollow: Tori Kelly
Love Again: Ethan Farmer
Understanding: Xscape
Runnin: Kehlani
Say It: Tori Lanez
Burnin UP: Jessie J
Mind over Matter: Daniel De Bourg
Wading: Jhene Aiko
Poetry: Tamia
Own It: Drake
Fear: Lecrae
Come Down: Lawrence Flowers
Swag Unlock: Rae Smerrurd
I Want To Know What Love Is: Mariah Carey
No Gray: Jonathan McReynolds
Cater 2 U: Destiny's Child
Call Me Crazy: Sevyn
Film Me: Eric Bellinger
Remember My Name: Chris Brown

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When.....

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