So here we are May 3, 2016 and it dawns on me. The day.
We also have Facebook to thank us for our ever so fond greatest memories, moments and post "On This Day" a lifetime ago.
So I admit- I thought about him today- why is the date forever etched in my mind... hopefully in 2 years time it won't be but for the moment it is. The day he sat in my room and asked if I was ready to embark on this unknown journey of us and I said yes. Well here we are a WHOLE year later and things are not quite what I imagined they would be. And that is OK.
However I did want to share some of my past FB post that spurred me to say that May 3, 2016 will be different from my other May 3rd's.
So let's take a journey....
May 3, 2011
"I am giving up on dating... its too stressful and cost too much I would rather go work out and that's not fun"
Today: I went for a 3 mile run that I thoroughly enjoyed- changed, but I have given up on dating due to the same reasoning mentioned in 2011. I am not cut out to date and meet you in "Addison" when I live in Grand Prairie... (laughing at my thoughts)
May 3, 2012
"The Bed!"
Today: Lol this is still my favorite place in the entire world... my office, my therapy chair, my friend.. the bed and I am wishing I was laying in him now.... but I am up blogging and completing my class entry for Public Admin class.... the bed- is calling me as I sip my Chai Soy Latte from Starbucks.....
May 3, 2013
"I'm laughing cuz usually Im the one there when they down and out.. not this time.. I aint got time for that back and forth mess life too short hmmmmpphh#lmbo burned that bridge, friendship over and anyone who knows me know that when Im done 4real I dont look back- Jesus said and I paraphase- Current Living Version (CLV)- looking back get ya killed!! ask Lot's wife... hmmph GET YA LIFE"
Today: Not sure why or who that was referring to at that particular time but it seems to fit perfectly for the situation of a relationship I refer to as him... WOW... life comes full circle.... was he down and out-- YEAH, Back and Forth? Oh yeah- Is the bridge burned- Yeah (que London Bridge- the lullaby and new one) friendship over- Sadly, yeah..... Guess I cannot look back if I do not want Lot's wife fate... SALTY MUCH? Got my life- check
Later on May 3, 2013
" He made it so hard for me to fall in love...guess that's why Im doing everything else but that. Giving me a reason not to want it. My way out of dealing with relationships is not to have time for one #busy until further notice...."
Today: Welp still feeling that way... but not dealing with anyone in particular.. but I am quite busy these days.
May 3, 2015
I posted a meme just moments before he showed up... could have been his motivation.. who knows.
It stated... "When a man wants to be with you, he'll be with you Period. There won't be excuses, drama, shadiness or uncertainty."
Today: Well I guess he grew some courage and tried to right his wrongs...
Today: May 3, 2016
Aside from posting about my sister killing my brain cells by making me watch "The Amazing World of Gumball" I posted the opening lyrics for Mali Music's "Fight For You"
I also posted a wiki app finding that created what my wiki page would say about me hence the title.
"Chantel Campbell doesn't depend on others, but on herself. She is a free woman, at times she needs her space and other times she needs affection. she loves to be alone, put on loud music and block out reality for a moment, but always with her feet on the ground, despite wanting to go to the moon sometimes, but she loves her family and circle of friends and would never leave them alone. Her personal motto is " If I need the moon, I'll bring it down myself"
That summed me up all TOO well the computer knows a lot about me.. I do spend most of my free time with him though... But that is where I am on May 3, 2016 working on getting my moon because I do want it... I want all that is coming my way... and next year May 3, 2017 I will look at that post today and say I got it... I have my moon. Now what my moon is.. stay tuned... hahaha
If you have a facebook and are an avid user as I am... what does your past say about you? Has much changed? What do your past post say about you?
We also have Facebook to thank us for our ever so fond greatest memories, moments and post "On This Day" a lifetime ago.
So I admit- I thought about him today- why is the date forever etched in my mind... hopefully in 2 years time it won't be but for the moment it is. The day he sat in my room and asked if I was ready to embark on this unknown journey of us and I said yes. Well here we are a WHOLE year later and things are not quite what I imagined they would be. And that is OK.
However I did want to share some of my past FB post that spurred me to say that May 3, 2016 will be different from my other May 3rd's.
So let's take a journey....
May 3, 2011
"I am giving up on dating... its too stressful and cost too much I would rather go work out and that's not fun"
Today: I went for a 3 mile run that I thoroughly enjoyed- changed, but I have given up on dating due to the same reasoning mentioned in 2011. I am not cut out to date and meet you in "Addison" when I live in Grand Prairie... (laughing at my thoughts)
May 3, 2012
"The Bed!"
Today: Lol this is still my favorite place in the entire world... my office, my therapy chair, my friend.. the bed and I am wishing I was laying in him now.... but I am up blogging and completing my class entry for Public Admin class.... the bed- is calling me as I sip my Chai Soy Latte from Starbucks.....
May 3, 2013
"I'm laughing cuz usually Im the one there when they down and out.. not this time.. I aint got time for that back and forth mess life too short hmmmmpphh#lmbo burned that bridge, friendship over and anyone who knows me know that when Im done 4real I dont look back- Jesus said and I paraphase- Current Living Version (CLV)- looking back get ya killed!! ask Lot's wife... hmmph GET YA LIFE"
Today: Not sure why or who that was referring to at that particular time but it seems to fit perfectly for the situation of a relationship I refer to as him... WOW... life comes full circle.... was he down and out-- YEAH, Back and Forth? Oh yeah- Is the bridge burned- Yeah (que London Bridge- the lullaby and new one) friendship over- Sadly, yeah..... Guess I cannot look back if I do not want Lot's wife fate... SALTY MUCH? Got my life- check
Later on May 3, 2013
" He made it so hard for me to fall in love...guess that's why Im doing everything else but that. Giving me a reason not to want it. My way out of dealing with relationships is not to have time for one #busy until further notice...."
Today: Welp still feeling that way... but not dealing with anyone in particular.. but I am quite busy these days.
May 3, 2015
I posted a meme just moments before he showed up... could have been his motivation.. who knows.
It stated... "When a man wants to be with you, he'll be with you Period. There won't be excuses, drama, shadiness or uncertainty."
Today: Well I guess he grew some courage and tried to right his wrongs...
Today: May 3, 2016
Aside from posting about my sister killing my brain cells by making me watch "The Amazing World of Gumball" I posted the opening lyrics for Mali Music's "Fight For You"
I also posted a wiki app finding that created what my wiki page would say about me hence the title.
"Chantel Campbell doesn't depend on others, but on herself. She is a free woman, at times she needs her space and other times she needs affection. she loves to be alone, put on loud music and block out reality for a moment, but always with her feet on the ground, despite wanting to go to the moon sometimes, but she loves her family and circle of friends and would never leave them alone. Her personal motto is " If I need the moon, I'll bring it down myself"
That summed me up all TOO well the computer knows a lot about me.. I do spend most of my free time with him though... But that is where I am on May 3, 2016 working on getting my moon because I do want it... I want all that is coming my way... and next year May 3, 2017 I will look at that post today and say I got it... I have my moon. Now what my moon is.. stay tuned... hahaha
If you have a facebook and are an avid user as I am... what does your past say about you? Has much changed? What do your past post say about you?
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